Has been hard on me. It is the greatest blessing given to me and a curse that brings me falling apart. But I understand a little more this time around and I’ve learned a thing or two. I will never be ready for heartbreak and will never stop believing in true love that is out there, but I am mentally stronger than ever before. I realize that greater things are yet to come, that this is a passage of time and accept all of the things brought to me under the sun. The real true love I’ve found and that is all that I need. There is a time for everything and in this I will be content.
There are so many things going on these days that I can not seem to keep track of where I am and what I am doing. I need to start writing in here and in the process try and keep it simple, real, raw, and say what needs to be said or rather type what needs to come out of this scrambled brain of mine. adieu for now, I will leave this post in peace I think and come back later after I come to another sombering thought or feeling that I must start keeping track of again. I forget to keep myself in check most the times.
And then my friends reply back like, “k c u then!!”